The point of the rock is sharp. It feels like it is puncturing the
protective skin that covers the bottom of my foot. I step again…and
this time the little pebbles of gravel feel like sandpaper. For the
first time I feel the pressure of my body weight on the bottom of my
feet. I am walking an uphill rocky trail barefoot. A spiritual
practice. A physical practice. Something to get me in physical
connection with the earth that lives beneath m, as well as something
that countless people are doing around me while here in Kenya. The
people do not have a choice….they do not have the luxury of owning
shoes. They run, walk, climb, jump and haul in bare feet. They do not
show signs of pain as they live their lives without shoes. Calloused?
Tolerant?
I commit myself to doing the entire hike without shoes, it is a 25
minute walk with hiking sandals on. Every step required my full
attention. I was careful and intentional every time I laid my foot down
on the dirt ground. Sometimes I knew when the pain of the rock was
coming, and other times the piercing pain surprised the nerves of my
body. I thought about quitting this whole practice several times…forget
this, it hurts!! No, I am committed.
I could barely make it 15 minutes, while small children are living
this way for their entire lives. I had never really spent much time
thinking about this way of life…minus a few conversations about TOMS
shoes maybe. As I prayed through my walk I gave full attention to God
and to His creation beneath me…
I was stumbling along slowly when I heard a Kenyan woman shouting at
me in the native luo tongue. She wanted to greet me so she stepped out
of the thick vegetation with the world’s longest machete in her hand!!
Machetes are commonly used to cut grass, dig and trim vegetation around
the farm. She was the first woman I encountered in the local community
that knew ZERO english…not even hello. I was in trouble! I don’t know
what she was saying, all I know is that she was very, very passionate
and insistent! She was looking at the sandals in my hand and looking at
my bare feet in confusion. Why would I choose to walk in such a way
when I have the luxury of shoes in my right hand?! I respected her
concern and placed my hiking sandals back on my feet…disappointed that I
could not complete my experiment, but secretly thanking her for
relieving the soles of my feet!!
As I walked the remainder of my hike with my machete holding friend
close behind me, I felt the cushion of my sandals like never before!
They felt like a downcomforter hugging the bottoms of my feet. Oh, how I
had a whole new deep appreciation for the protective shield of my
shoes. A new bounce arrived to my step. I thought of how I would never
have experienced this appreciation for what I already have had I not
tried living without it.
Though the soles of my feet were no longer in direct contact with the soul of God’s creation…my soul was.
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